{"id":1191,"date":"2012-03-11T23:37:02","date_gmt":"2012-03-11T12:37:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?page_id=1191"},"modified":"2015-07-16T07:12:34","modified_gmt":"2015-07-15T20:12:34","slug":"transcendence","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?page_id=1191","title":{"rendered":"transcendence"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>two weeks ago in japan i sat on that Mountain<br \/>\nthe bald young monk explaining zazen meditation<br \/>\nthe release from past and future<br \/>\nand the silence of engyoji temple<br \/>\nteaching me the here\/now<br \/>\nand here and now we sit in The Vales<br \/>\na silence broken<br \/>\nby the eternal happiness of hi-5<br \/>\non a blaring tv<br \/>\nwhich is everlasting<br \/>\nyou my balding father<br \/>\nhair stolen not by time but radiation<br \/>\nyou sit on the bed in your tracksuit pants<br \/>\nbulging with the incontinence nappy<br \/>\nbelow your buddha belly<br \/>\nyour corporeal form shapeless as a toddler\u2019s<br \/>\ni ask if you need anything<br \/>\nyou don\u2019t<br \/>\nall your physical needs met<br \/>\nin this daily malignant shallowness<br \/>\nthe blastoma has excised your past<br \/>\nand your future is inoperable<br \/>\nyou don\u2019t remember who came yesterday<br \/>\nor what you ate for breakfast<br \/>\nyou have achieved a kind of benign transcendence<br \/>\nonly those around you<br \/>\nfeel the eternal depths of sorrow<br \/>\nbut you<br \/>\nare in the perpetual<br \/>\nHere and Now.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a9 rob walker.<br \/>\nFirst published in Friendly Street Poets\u2019<br \/>\n<em>After the Race<\/em> (ed. Janine Baker &amp; A. M. Sladdin.)<br \/>\nAlso in <a href=\"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?page_id=3\">tropeland<\/a> (Five Islands Press) 2015<br \/>\nAlso remixed as an audio-poem at<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/ccmixter.org\/files\/robwalkerpoet\/35790\">http:\/\/ccmixter.org\/files\/robwalkerpoet\/35790<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>two weeks ago in japan i sat on that Mountain the bald young monk explaining zazen meditation the release from past and future and the silence of engyoji temple teaching me the here\/now and here and now we sit in &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?page_id=1191\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":4,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1191","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1191"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2245,"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1191\/revisions\/2245"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}