{"id":1970,"date":"2014-04-11T05:12:50","date_gmt":"2014-04-10T18:12:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?p=1970"},"modified":"2014-04-11T08:24:19","modified_gmt":"2014-04-10T21:24:19","slug":"napowrimo-day-11-grrr","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?p=1970","title":{"rendered":"NaPoWriMo Day 11: Grrr&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<h4>Grrr\u2026<\/h4>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Months later when a nervous dog tells me<\/p>\n<p>to back off \u00a0 &#8211; \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 a denouement.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>That boy had been trying to tell me the same thing<\/p>\n<p>when I\u2019d asked him to join the lesson.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Those kids were laughing at him<\/p>\n<p>and this was my first warning<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>if he were cornered<\/p>\n<p>he would become violent.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Rejected by both natural parents<\/p>\n<p>a string of foster parents and GOM carers<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>his amygdala knew about self-preservation.<\/p>\n<p>His body was a 12 year old boy<\/p>\n<p>his brain was a cornered animal, back to the wall.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Niceties stripped down it\u2019s<\/p>\n<p>You or Them.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>His breathing takes over, sucking,<\/p>\n<p>blowing through teeth and nostrils.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The rage begins.<\/p>\n<p>The animal returns.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>(N.B. GOM = Guardianship Of the Minister, i.e. \u2018ward of the state\u2019.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Grrr\u2026 &nbsp; Months later when a nervous dog tells me to back off \u00a0 &#8211; \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 a denouement. &nbsp; That boy had been trying to tell me the same thing when I\u2019d asked him to join the lesson. &nbsp; Those &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/?p=1970\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1970","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1970","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1970"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1970\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1971,"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1970\/revisions\/1971"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1970"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1970"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.robwalkerpoet.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1970"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}